"Our" Time span...

2 PM (on phone) :-

Me : Hey, hi....
Her : Haaaaii....
Me : Kya kar rahi hai tu...
Her : Nothing as such....you tell...
Me : I am just thinking about something to tell you....
Her : Arre, you don't need to think before telling me something...
Me : I LOVE YOU...
Her : WHAT.....????
Me : You only told me not to think before telling you something..
Her : Jasmeet...?? You are joking right...??
Me : No Preet.....I love you..
Her : Okay...
Me : Okay...
Silence remains for at least 2 minutes....since someone had to break it, it was her who took the initiative...

Her : Aur bta....
Me : WHAT....????
Me : I just told you that I love you and you are saying "Aur bta"....
Her : Then what else should I say....
Me : Preeeeeet.......I just proposed to you....
Her : I know that Jasmeet, even I am thinking about it....
Me : So, what have you thought of it till now...??
Her : I need time to think Jasmeet...??
Me : Okay, fine with me....should I call you after a half an hour...??
Her : Yeah...
Me : Okay...bye...
Her : Bye.

Then with my mind all into what my mom would have prepared in lunch, I went downstairs.....I was, to be very honest, not worried about what will preet say to proposal....deep inside I knew that she would say YES....after having lunch I came back upstairs and called preet after an exact half an hour....

2.45 (on phone) :-
Me : Hey, hi...
Her : Hi... (she didnt say the usual long "haaaaiii"...I WAS WORRIED)
Me : What happened preet...??
Her : Nothing...
Me : Did you think about it...?
Her : Yeah, I did...
Me : So is it a YES ( :) ) or a No ( :( ) (although I knew the answer but one has to confirm)
Her : Its a No Jasmeet....
Me : You are joking na preet...
Her : No Jasmeet, I am not at all joking...
Me : But what's the problem...??
Her : You are going Jasmeet....??
Me : Where am I going...??
Her : To dehradun, where else....??
Me : So....?? People go and still remain together, this is not fair yaar...
Her : I don't know Jasmeet.....it will be very difficult for us....
Me : U think there is a chance for us to be together....??
Her : Tabhie toh abhi tak iss baare mein tere se baat kar rahi hun....
Me : So is it a YES....??
Her : Haan, it is a YES...
Me : So, even you love me...??
Her : No, I can't comment on that but what I can say is that we are together....cool...???
Me : So cool Preet....
Her : Chal fir, abhi I gotta go and have lunch....u also go and have it...
Me : I already had it....
Her : Bye then...
Me : I love you, okay...
Her : Hmmmm.....bye...
Me : Bye...

This happened on 11 July, 2008 and the date went into the most important dates of my life (even though while writing this post I had to ask her what was "THE DATE" preet)....

Date - 26 July
Location - Barista, CP (New Delhi)
Occasion - Our first date

I reached earlier and was in the outfit which was told to me (formals)....at first she was not able to make out where she was supposed to go...after a very long struggle I made her come to the barista, around which I was waiting...
In between 100's of other people I saw her coming towards me....I was able to recognise her because of her walk....
She was wearing a light blue color top and a denim jeans and I just kept on looking at her till she wasnt standing besides me...
It was wierd at first because she was the same girl whom I never liked in my 13 years of school life but as soon as we were out of GHPS I was in love with the same girl....

Her : You are so good, you are wearing formals....
Me : Thank you...

There were both of us sitting in Barista......she was the one most of the times who was speaking.....actually during that first 5-6 months of our relationship she was the one in command of things but then things started shifting towards me....at first the one thing at which she was good was BAESTI......itni baesti krti thi meri ki kya bataun kitni baesti krti thi meri....
But slowly and slowly it all came to an end and we were only in love.....

Now, coming back to the date....to be very honest it was not one of the best dates.....she was the only one speaking, laughing, making faces and I was doing nothing except for placing the order to the waiter at the coffee shop....but I didn't care much at that time because I was only looking at her doing all those things....IT WAS AWESOME....


Date - 29 July, 2010
Location - Noida, Rajouri Garden
Occasion - Meeting for the last time before she comes to Delhi again

Things had changed a lot from the above date to this date....we had fought a lot of times, metro reached noida and because of this we could go and meet each other anywhere except CP etc. etc....
She came to Noida and we went to see a movie and after that we had lunch and then we went to Rajori to meet her college senior....we bought a couple of clothes at some stupid Rajori mall and when we were standing together thinking that she is going back to Manipal in a day and this is the last time we were meeting before she comes back to Delhi (atleast after 6 months) I said something to her which even I am proud of....

Me : You know what Preet....
Her : What...???
Me : I might joke about everythng in my life but I am very serious about you....
Her : I know Jasmeet...

One thing that I dont understand about women is that how do they know everthing as soon as we say it to them....

After some silence I again said something which I was so sure she didnt know about....

Me : The day I will be heartbroken would be the day you would have let me down and that let down could be in any sense....
Her : I know Jasmeet....
Me : U even knew this...
Her : Yeah...
Me : Ohhh C'mon.....u didnt even had an idea what I just said....
Her : I know Jasmeet, I know everythng you say to me Jassi....

After this conversation we were again talking like no one is going anywhere and after a half an hour came the time when I was standing in front of the metro station at Rajori and she was sitting in a rickshaw and we could only see each other from some distance.....she went and I was still standing there waiting for her to be out of my vision....tears rolled onto my cheeks and I boarded the metro towards Noida.....

I have no idea how to end this post but I have to end it so I am ending it here only....

Signing off
Jasmeet Singh.

My First Time....

For everything in life there is always a first time...THE VERY FIRST TIME... obviously birth and death happen only THE first time...

1). We cry when we take our FIRST breath because for the first time our lungs contract and expand after we r out of the womb.
2). We feel afraid when fr the FIRST time our parents leave us at the play school.

I personally don't remember much of my early childhood but i do remember that wen fr the first time i went fr my admission in school fr nursery class I was REJECTED...let me tell the reason before u start judging me....the reason was that i was underage (i was 4 and they took students above or equal to 5).
Then after my nursery was over and i was promoted to 1st standard i remember my FIRST words to my den best friend Jagpreet Singh, i said to him something like this "yaar hum log nursery mei hi ache the, kam se kam uniform to nhi pehni padti thi"...i don't remember the second line or ny other line from that whole year but FIRST one i will always remember...
Then came the time wen i fr the FIRST time came first in my whole batch of 1st standard students (scored 99.2 %)...feeling was NICE...!!
The one FIRST time that i will never forget was the one wen i abused fr the first time...standard 4th was the era and night out camp at the school was the occasion...some 2 year elder students used to chori our cricket balls while we used to play...that day was no exception...the tried to take our ball and wen they got our ball and ran to the washroom we ran behind them and caught them there (mind u the ratio was 1:6, with we being 12)...the moment they came in our grip me and others in sync started screaming "teri bhen ki ****" & "teri maa ki **** "....doing this was not at all in our plans but it happened and hence i lost my virginity (at least & only in abuse).
Then was another thing which i just remembered was wen fr the FIRST time i heard our teacher abusing, Mrs. Haldar was she and she screamed "kutte" in the class to sme student...
Since till now i was almost 12 i was bound to a crush on someone and that was some girl (cant mention her name because she might gt offended with this)...she even became my girlfriend fr some time but then everything bad has to come to an end i guess and this was my FIRST crush and with this crush came my FIRST breakup....then life just moves on at a higher speed coz we are reaching our FIRST boards exams....till the time we leave school nothing seems to be the FIRST time because till den every damn thing repeats...
Then comes the FIRST entrance exam...IIT-JEE (talking of non-medical students)...that exam actually takes out fear out of us of entrance exams...
Fir kya hota hai yaar...we get our admission in some college and den comes the FIRST friend u meet in your college, Neelmani Chawla in my case, and then comes our FIRST day of college....which in a way is not very much different from the first day at play school because at both times we are afraid of something, the school one i have already mentioned and at college v fear our seniors....
But in between going to college and my 12 boards came a time wen for the FIRST time i was in love....with this comes the first date and which i would love to mention was awesome yet weird....

We met after 6 months and 22 days and fr me it was almost like seeing her fr the first time....i was really angry at that time fr something but the moment i saw her coming down from the stairs at rajiv chowk metro station i forgot everything damn thing in my life and was so happy to see her....i don't know how many first times are still left of anything but its OK i guess...
cant write anymore now...really tired today...
Signing off...
Jasmeet Singh.


Lets see who is the FIRST person to comment...

The ADEians....

Yes, THE ADEians (it says THE Automotive Design students of 2008-12 batch...thats it...nothing so difficult)were we.....me, poonia (punn), mohanty (babu), siddhant (tyagi), pandey, nishant (litl), shubhanshu (chchaa) & sandeep (vij)......out of all the above mentioned names only tyagi was a non-hosteller......

My deep friendship with these people started during our mid-semester exams of 1 semester.....every evening plans were made by me, poonia and babu to study after the tea but never did we sit to study before 11 in the night, all of us were raped in these exams except for chchaa, whose only work during exams is to study, sleep and go to the toilet(u knw for what).....

"Jasmeet Singh come and sit on the front seat", screamed Kuchall at me....he had all the rights to do that because of the following :-
1). I sat on the last bench.
2). I sat with poonia.
3). I got 11/100 in my physics mid-sem.
4). I WAS TALKING.
"Sir no, aage mat bithao please", i said in my defence....."Ok, dont sit in front, just repeat watever i had taught till now in this class today", he backfired....
"Abey yaar kyun yeh itni ungal kr rha hai", i whispered to poonia....
"Sir main samajh gaya hun but main explain nhi kr skta hun, please understand, bas main samjha nhi skta hun...", i had understood nothing so replied with this.....
"Mujhe pta hai ki tum ko kuch samajh nhi aaya hai, chhodo tumhe kuch bolne ka koi faayda nhi hai, leave it....end-sem ke exams mein bhi yahi krna....", i took this as his defence and not his offence, then he starting spitting some more stupid scientific words on the FRONT BENCHERS....
Poonia and all the other people were laughing on me saying that i cannot explain sir but i have understood.....

One day we were told that we are all invited to the seminar of SAE International in Delhi and all of the hostellers just agreed to this and even siddhant was coming.......so next day all of us were going in our college bus with our seniours and we were laughing, singing , dancing (on the music of the horn of the bus)....doing all the stupid stuff we can possibly do....sooooo, we reached Delhi and attended the seminar and I even went to home for a couple of hours because we had to go back to Dehradun by bus the same night....this was the first time i actually had a conversation with siddhant.....poonia had told me that "abey yeh bhi hum logon ke jaisa hai, na daru na cigarette and he has no plans of fu***ng with girlfriend till marriage.....abey sahi banda hai baat krle..."....then we all started talking and while talking we slept....it was sooo cold so we had to sleep a bit closer...not that close but yeah close enough.....

It was fun, atleast the first semester, but then it was wierd....they had problems with me and they even tried to change that in me but the method all my FRIENDS used at that time was not right....if you are seeing your one friend getting irritated then u should discuss and not just cut him off your friends list.....i was very hurt at one time but with the passage i got used to the fact that they are not talking to me and even i didnt take any step in improving my friendship with them...u might call in EGO but i call it as self respect.....to be honest i was lonely for atleast a couple of months and i didnt like to be alone, specially seeing everyone else enjoy....

It was awesome to sit in the nescafe area on a couple of benches with siddhant being our RADIO.....his head is soooo big that we named him KHOPDI......poonia's ears, lips, chin, body....leave it...the whole poonia is sooo disoriented.....if poonia was not debarred in the 1 sem then i was solely because of me i guess.....everyday i used to wake him up at 9 for a class at 9.30 (campus hostel's one and only benefit and now that stupid gorkha THAPA is taking it from us, asshole).....there was a time when everyday we, the hostellers, used to dress up in a similar way, although our college has a uniform but we used to make ammendments in it and then go to the college, for eg. everyone wearing jeans etc etc....the only thing i never did with all these people was to leave the mid-sem physics paper blank and not write more than 2 lines....i never did this....poonia was kinda my best friend and we even did that one good thing (babu ki girlfriend waali yaar poonia).....no one except him and me knows about it....
I HATE YOU ALL for those days of my life when i missed spending time with you but you people never saw that.....

Now i guess eveything is back to normal.....but we still dont do the things we used to do....the only thing now you people do is play DOTA.....its aweful yaar...i mean even i wanna play it but i cannot afford to F**K my semester because of it....the one thing that i am proud of doing with you people this semester was leaving the I.C.Engine mid-sem paper with writing only a page....seriously i felt good that day....i hope you people felt it too....

There are soo many incidents like :-
1). The shoe incident in shilpi's class.
2). More kuchall incidents.
3). The mussoorie trip.
4). Mine and poonia's flying leg claps.
5). The 2 semester fight between you all and me.
etc etc.....
I still remember those days but they are gone and i know they cannot come back and thats the only reason i have again started being friends with them.... i know the effects of close friends leaving you.....
Hope you can bear with my litlle anger and some other bad things because u know i had never ever tried to hurt anyone of you because i used to consider you all my best friends.

WE USED TO ROCK AND I WANT WE ALL TO ROCK AGAIN......
ADE ROCKS....

thnx....cheers....signing off...
JASMEET SINGH.

WanNa GO BaK TO mY RoOtS....

" Nhi beta lawyer to bilkul nhi bann skta tu.....jahan tak baat architecture banne ki hai woh bhi tu nhi bann skta "....this is what my dad said to the options I gave to him when for the first time he asked m e , "chal jassi bata tu aage kya krna chahta hai...". It was not that I couldn't have become a lawyer or an architecture, it was only that my dad didn't want me to become that or he thought that these are not the degrees which u should be having in a country like ours....watever it was I didnt do any of that... "so, krna kya hai fir tuney" asked my dad again and my answer was Aerospace Engineering to which he replied , "Ok. Kya isme aage future hai ya fir aisi hi koi bhi degree hai ". I said that there is unlimited scope in this degree and I have been following aerospace engineering from class 6 and I just wanna do this and to hell with being a lawyer or an architecture. To this, very confident answer, he was very positive and said that we should look out for colleges which offer this course in India.

So the search for the college which offered a B.Tech degree began and my brother came with some results like Amity University, SRM University and UPES.....forms were filled and I had a very happy feeling that m gonna do what i thought in my childhood to do....

" Bta na kitne percent baney hain ", i said to my brother on phone about my result in the board results, to which he replied," 181/300 in PCM...i.e. 61% and in total 62% "......i was in a state of shock because i thought i would get somewhere around 75% and the Amity University people will give me some scholarship for doing Aerospace Engineering but now the situation was that , that they were charging much more for the same course only because i scored a little above 60% and i was not able to clear their entrance paper....UPES was my last hope and after a day or so of the board results ,when i was in a sort of depression, came their call for the inteview..... " so this means that i have cleared my entrance test naa....?? " i asked my brother.... " haan yaar, obviously u have cleared the entrance test, bas ab hum interview faad denge....".
I was so happy that day and told my mum and dad about that and even they were very happy...

" Acha ab tu bata ki tere ko sach mein Aerospace Engineering hi karni hai" asked my bother and dad in a sync.... " Haan yaar, aapko pehle bhi to bola tha ki yahi krna hai..... BAAKI AB AAP BOLO KI AAPKO THEEK LAGTA HAI KI NHI...."
" Dekh jassi...u will not be able to live with us in India if you gonna do Aerospace because of the limited masters college in India and doing Aerospace Engineering and then not doing masters in it is wasting your 4 years to become a mechanic.....i am just trying to be logical with you.." said my brother to me....
Then my dad siad to me that i should do Automobile Engineering because the scope of automotive engineering is also very much in future...
" Theek hai fir jo aap bol rahe ho wahi kr leta hun.....m fine with wateva u are sayin..." was my answer to my dad's, bro's and my mum's eyes looking at me....
I cannot leave my family forever to do a job in videsh.....

So i took admission in Automotive Design Engineering in UPES thinking that i will be very happy doing this....
I was happy for the first whole year in my college but then as our subjects became more "related to the field" i was not getting that much interest, instead i was taking interest in samaksh's subjects (he is in Aerospcae Engineering)....subjects like propulsion, aerodynamics etc etc.....

I thought that do i really wanna be a designer in the automotive field....i could be a designer in the aerospace field tooo....but i dont know whether it is too late for me to think about it or i still have a chance of achieving my dream of becoming an Aerospace Engineer or an Aerospace Designer.....cheers ....

signing off....
Jasmeet Singh.

Hadh HAi YaaR, I LOVE HER,....???

There I was standing in a line with my best friend Jagpreet Singh (jaggi) in grades 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 and with us all other students from different sections and grades to collect what our school said as GOLDEN BADGE & SILVER BADGE for those students who came rank 1 or rank 2 in their respective classes, yes friends I used to come 1 or 2 in my class back those days....

In between all of us was SHE.... never thought she, the girl I used to hate in my whole of my school time because I thought she had that bitchy attitude which I just hate in any girl even today... also I was in LOVE with someone else those days, so looking at other girls was not loyal (yeah, this is what I used to think in my school days, fuckingly lame). She did talk to jaggi but I never talked to her till class 12th I guess.... in 12th we did say hi or a hello sometimes to each other.... then when our boards were over ,of 12th, we had a chat with each other on yahoo messenger where we discussed about my first love and why or how I broke up with her... she was a friend of my ex's... it was then when i thought that she was not that bitchy after all..... I found a friend...

Yes people she became my friend.....to be precise my best friend after my school days..... after school I had no friends except Karan and Kanwal.... but we were not talking or meeting that much.... so me and HER started talking on phone, chatting.... i didn't know what was gonna happen with US..

One day I, just out of curiosity, asked her for an "e-date" for which she agreed (e-date is like going on an internet date)..it was soooo much fun...it was on this date that we exchanged our mobile phone numbers (shy no !!)... on that night she CALLED.... but my bad luck was with me...
I went to wash my face and she called me and who took that call...???? MY BROTHER......!!!!!!!!!!
He didn't say anything to me about the call but he had his doubts...

After a couple of days of our FIRST DATE I told her that was kinda falling for her to which she said it is very normal for me to fall for her because she was the only girl I was talking to in those days.... I did think about this possibility but was constantly reminded by my mind that I was falling for her....and yes guys I WAS...

After a week or so I collected all my strength and told to her that I LOVE YOU....she did take sometime but eventually she said YES....

DESTINY.... i have a proof in front of you all that whatever is supposed to happen in your life will happen, no matter how much you don't want it to happen....I USED TO HATE HER FOR 10 YEARS I GUESS BUT I HAVE BEEN IN LOVE WITH HER FOR THE PAST 19 MONTHS AND HAVE ALL THE PLANS TO BE IN LOVE WITH HER FOR THE WHOLE OF MY LIFE...

And that MY FRIENDS is the story of HOW I MET PREET...

How it all shaped UP....??

Soooooooo.......my first ever blog entry.....i know people will like it...
i have no idea (or maybe i have)of why i started writing a BLOG....it all started when samaksh (sam my roommate)said to me that i should put my mind somewhere....i started doing diary entries....only fr 4 days i guess i did that and it never gave me that self satisfaction that YES i have written whatever i have in my mind somewhere.......

In the meanwhile i was also reading a book which in a way appealed to me to write a blog....
I guess like life is a process, even writing a blog is a process.....u really have to be precise with what you are writing (so that everybody understands your point)......i have always been a person who has never been able to express his feelings in the way i want to, the only time being when i proposed PREET and that time it turned out to be LOVE but never gave me the confidence to say things to people as i desired them to be said, be it to my friends, family...it has been like this....it has been difficult.. so i am trying this way of expressing it to them.....

Now coming back to how it all shaped up for me.....after that diary writing experience went bad i told samaksh and sriram (ram is also my roommate) that i am starting to write a blog..to this they seemed very positive and than began the hunt for the name of my blog.... preet as usual was not able to help me in this SERIOUS type of things....sam did gave me an option or two but i didnt like them much..... but the SAVIOUR WAS RAM with he suggesting me some 82 names,yeah right, he even suggested writing my blog name as follows
1). I am Jasmeet Singh and I am not a terrorist.
2). Jassi da dhaba.
3). Article 19 (in indian constituion it refers to freedom of speech) and etc etc...
Out of all the 82 ones i took the one which really appealed to me...Love, Life & Hip-Hop....
And thats how my friends it all shaped up ( atlest my writing part has shaped up lets see whether it remains shaped up or not)

Signing off.....Jasmeet Singh..